From: Sent: nursoay, Marcn a, /:5b VM To: jeffrey epstein Subject: Re: Attachments: 429239_361030730594071_204687942895018_1 171328_1988528657_ftjpg; 399952_ 341337989230012_204687942895018_1121923_ 1385155366 _n:jpg; 422967_ 361039343926543_204687942895018_1171347_ 1249300093 Am home.jpq Thank you Jeffrey, for making me feel so special. all day long during =odays holiday I received nothing warm and was so sad. But the end of it wa= just lovely. You are positive woodoo )))) Of cours= I am very frustrated with the school. I understood what were you talking =bout, yes it gives you diplomas, one of it is even english, but i is just = cover without great knowledge. unfortunately there is no other places whi=h gives you full studies in 2 years (even 3, if I will wait for one more) =nd will start on March, and will be so cheap. I already told parents and p=t all my money and forces to make documents and have a ticket. well, I have no other choice, I am sorry about that. Of course I see myself=studying a better place, having good teachers and finding new oportunities= but it seems that in some other life, not in this and not with me, unfort=nately. But I will not give up. all that shit I faced and facing here (God kno=s) fractured me, but didnt break and will not. Probably I wil= be happy in so many other ways, and will be helpful, which is very import=nt mission of my life. I decided to start some modeling, twisting my face of course, but I th=nk I can help myself this way. I am so hollow inside that I even cant wait=a moment to see something new. All right, no time to be sad, = am young, I am something like beautiful, I am trying to learn the world i= all its sides, and I became quite good in self study of Spanish btw ) and=l am sure life is waiting for something to give me. And the boy is a real present for me. He has such a big heart, he is g=od. It feels like I wanted to be a housewife and have a lot of children wi=h somebody firstly in my life) and he has more western views FORTUNATELY a=d seems loving me ) the second light spot in my life after you, but also so much far away =nd not going to be near in the nearest future. I'm sendin= you some pictures, my friend is a designer, I helped her to make a catalo= of her clothes, look my hair was even more long than now! and the last on= is him :) and thank you for everything my dear, I really love you. and miss you. kisses everywhere =br> Kind re ards 1 EFTA_R1_02059966 EFTA02698820