From: Sent: Friday, March 24, 2017 12:52 AM To: jeffrey E. Subject: Re: And if he says yes but it's not paid for the first months ? I=#39;ve got 4 months to live ( rent and living), then I'm dead. During =hese months that I have worked at Alaia I've never went out once, =I have no more social life and totally isolated myself from everyone. I I-=;m only 22 and I feel I've completely lost my youth and my joy for lif=. II giorno Fri,=Mar 24, 2017 alle 1:43 AM jeffrey E. <[email protected] <mailto:jeevacation@gma=l.com» ha scritto: tell the photographer that you real=y want to learn and are willing to work harder than anyone hes ever seen,*. I only wish you well. On Thu, Mar 23, 2017 at 8:40 PM <mit°E IMM =gt; wrote: You wish me luck but you didn't =answer at my message on what and how I should do for the job ? I have more=the impression that you wish me the worse II giorno Fri, Mar 24, 2017 alle 1:35 AM Jeffrey E. <[email protected]> ha scritto: do as you wish, i will not be=there. if i were you i wouldnt spend any money on anything but=essentials. . i do not intend to give you any more=money.. I will be in europe for most of the next three =eeks. I wish you luck , On Thu, Mar 23, 2017 at 7:15 PM, =gt; wrote: I'm booking my flight to N= II giorno Thu, Mar 23, 2017 alle 11:34 = <mailto: ha scritto: Jeffrey for now with n= degree I can only get internships in good companies thanks to my contacts=in order to learn, not real jobs. Everyone I ask for a paid job tell me I =eed to finish my degree, except for you you don't want to hire me as=well or help me find one) ! All the internships/jobs good or bad I did sin=e now I've always found them alone by myself. After asking everyone I =now for a "real" paid job as you said the only options I have wi=hout a degree are: waitress, cleaner, babysitter or sales girl. I can'= find any useful skills I can learn in those jobs that I haven't alrea=y learned before like being on time, humility and respect and no growth in=a specific field of my interest. The only thing I see myself in is in the =rt industry but you don't consider it as a "real job" . I fi=d myself completely trapped in a situation where I can't find a =ay out and don't see a future... Sorry if I'm writing you th=s but I'm panicking EFTA_R1_01441065 EFTA02402877
II gior=o Thu, Mar 23, 2017 alle 8:56 PM <mailto:r ha scritto: It's not whining, it's t=e truth II giorno Thu, Mar 23, 2017 alle 8:54=PM > ha scritto:=br class="m_- 1605135208431940395m_6050947055122833337m_33641049679569957=9m_630129476617375893gmail_msg m_- 1605135208431940395m_6050947055122833337=mail_msg gmail_msg"> You didn't reply to my message II giorno Thu, Mar 23, 2017 alle 8:53 PM jef=rey E. <[email protected] <mailto:[email protected]» ha scritto: =/div> Whining =div class="gmail_quote m_- 1605135208431940395m_6050947055122833337m_3364=04967956995749m_630129476617375893gmail_msg m_- 1605135208431940395m_605094=055122833337gmail_msg gmail_msg"> On Thu, Mar 23, 201= at 3:48 PM > wr=te: if I was smart and beautiful as you s=id I would be already successful and you would probably be with me instead=of ignoring me. I don't even have a degree now II giorno Thu, Mar 23, 2017 alle 1:49 PM iuspoli > ha scritto: I'm sure you might think that photography =s not a real job but it can turn into one if I do it well. At the beginnin= I will earn no money with it since I have to learn and I will probably ne=d to work in a shop or something to earn some money. My question is how do=l learn by assisting a photographer if I work in a shop all day ?? How can=l earn money to pay my rent and living and in the same time learn a new sk=ll in order to grow in that specific field ? I'm not sure how I should=manage this... II =iorno Wed, Mar 22, 2017 alle 8:48 PM a scritto: Ps: I a= meeting with Jean Baptiste Huynh the photographer on Friday ( we went at =is studio together once ). I think he is the perfect base to start with if=l want to learn about photography specially for the use of light. He is ex=ellent in this and I could learn a lot from him. I love his work II giorno Wed, Mar 22, 2017 alle 3:59 PM ha scritto: 2 • EFTA_R1_01441066 EFTA02402878
I am trying to do things differently in order to grow, build my identity =nd stand up on my own two feet as I said... You are the one person that ha= always been there for me and the only one I could really rely on. I just =idn't expect you would let me go like this after everything... I would=like to do something for you to show you my gratitude. I know I've los= a lot of time, patience of yours, credibility and made many mistakes by r=peating the same wrong path over and over- I apologize for this. I will ne=er be thankful enough. Thanks to you I've learned so many things that =ithout your support I would have probably never known. You taught me so mu=h about life and myself that I can only be thankful with you. I want to ma=e you happy and I'm sorry I've disappointed you. It's by falli=g that one learns to walk and thanks to all of these mistakes that I have =one over and over I've finally cleared up my mind and understood what =re my real goals ( for real ) These are my goals: 1. Photography= Learning photography because it's my real passion ( after Jeffrey ) a=d I have an eye for it. Starting by becoming a photographer's assistan= in order to master a camera, the light and learn all the basics. 2. Next: being represented by Next as an influencer not =ust because of my name but as a professional photographer and promote my w=rk or fashion brands. 3. Acting classes ( if po=sible) 4. Train regularly and keep a healthy li=estyle I will work hard in order to achieve these goals. I love you so much Jeffrey, I just want =o make you happy and if there is anything I can give you or do for you ple=se let me know. I mean it. [email protected]> ha scritto: https://finance.yahoo.com/news/former-google-career-co=ch-shares- 192457773.html <https://finance.yaho=.com/news/former-google-career-coach-shares-192457773.html> Q . 1 instead of recognit=on of your responsibility , and ackowledgment of your wrongdoi=g. you continue to whine - poor me . how could you?.40 . to your family and me.. instead of keeping y=ur word. , email after email saying NOW i realize that i=must do somethings differently, I promise i will change = try etc. you continue on your own repeated path again a=d again. . I only wish you well. you want to=be an influencer , you must excercise. . you know that , but eat ins=ead. . you want to be a model you should probably do a= most girls do and get their noses redone for photos.. . you =idnt want a part time job, though temporaryy for fear of it becoming=your life. all silly. you are smart and beautiful. 4> you need to work <=iv class="gmail_quote m_- 1605135208431940395m_6050947055122833337m_33641=4967956995749m_630129476617375893gmail ms m 1605135208431940395m_6050947=55122833337gmail_msg gmail_msg">On Tue, Mar 21, 2017 at 7:10 AM, ></=pan> wrote: I ha=e never thought you would abandon me like this, ever. <=div> 3 EFTA_R1_01441067 EFTA02402879
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